for actress, dancer and flute Narration - Carolyn Gonzales L.A. Kessler View the Interactive Performance Groups (IPG) performance of PERFORMANCES: Pisa, Italy, New York
I wanted to fly I needed to cry I was eager to run and leap I wanted to sing with joy *** Once I planted a glorious red rose I clothed myself in *** She said I must be strong like her I asked her once,
"What is love?" *** I needed a mentor *** I actually felt sorry for her once I needed her to nurture me, I reached out my hand... |
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I told her she needed the friendship
and the peace I could offer
but she rejected me in disgust
***
She is a tower of hollow steel
devoid of love,
peace,
or emotion,
She is independent
and needs no one
and yet...
She is a lonely, isolated child,
unacquainted
with love or sunshine
***
I needed a friend, someone to listen
She gave me
savvy business advice
I needed tranquillity, some peace of mind
She gave me her money
but walked away
***
She left early
every morning
to meet us
but her heart and soul
seemed always
late
to arrive
***
She was successful
but a failure
I was a failure in her world
but I was happier
She wanted me to become
the person she
could never be
I left...
and become the person
I was meant to be
It is not clear what relationship the narrator and dancer/actress have in this piece. Is it older / younger sister? Mother / daughter? Boss / subordinate? Mentor / mentee? Elements of all of these are suggested during the performance. Each of us at some point has known a strong -willed woman with the power to build as well as destroy. The energy of these women can invoke our anger and frustration as well as our admiration and respect. Often we find a competing love-hate relationship somewhere between both ends of the spectrum. This piece examines this phenomenon from both women's points of view and leaves the audience to decide: Which woman is "Eve"? What does it mean to release and be released? In what ways are both women strong and powerful, and why do we allow this phenomenon to occur?
--complete score available--